Rollercoaster of Emotions

Today I went through a rollercoaster of emotions...
In the morning, holding back from my future...
At lunch, struck by the depth of my past's love...
I know the right thing to do...
let go of the past and invest in my future...
What's holding me back?
I don't want to hurt anymore
At the same time, I don't want to cause hurt.

I should be selfless...
I should be responsible for my actions...
I should think of what will make others happy...
and yet I am just human...

In the end I just want one thing...
I want to finally LOVE...